I once thought that i can finally get what i wanted when i saved my money for 1 month. An iPhone 3G-S using my own money this time. I was planning to get it right after the Chinese New Year but i am told to wait for the new version of 4G.
Although i reacted calmly, i was fuming extremely hard inside. I saved up so much for the student plan which is affordable and lots of benefits. The new 4G will not have any student plan so quickly.
I realized that i tend to get very upset easily nowadays, even minor issues can piss me off. Could it be long years of anger suppression is going to spill out? I have contained my frustrations and anger throughout my entire life and could not longer hold it any longer. The demon inside me is struggling to break free.
Trying to keep things calm....... This blog is slowly becoming my area to blow off some volcanic steam.
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